Well, I have hit rock bottom again. I'm drinking 3 or 4 glasses a night for the past week....I'm so stressed, angry and annoyed with the state of my life and I can't stop drinking. I only had two drinks Friday night and then Saturday and Sunday were a wash....I'm so angry.
I am also turning into the most negative person I know. I bitch about everybody and bitch about people that bitch about people. I'm becoming highly critical of everything and everybody.
I have not run since I blogged so I'm pissed about that. My life feels like it is spiraling down the toilet. I need an intervention....I think it is back to Day 1. I need to stop drinking. Stop being so damn on edge and negative. Start running and start taking care of myself. My husband got me an appointment with an acupuncturist for tomorrow. I hope that helps....
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