Day 13 - 2nd Friday

I got into something nasty and had a crazy allergy attack on my way home from work. Planned to go running but the bitter cold, threat of snow, and my watery eyes & runny nose kept me in. Poured myself some apple cider stuff and tried not to think about drinking. I'm at a point where I am actually angry about all this. I'm angry I can't have a drink. I'm angry because I know one glass of wine will turn in to way more. I'm angry because when I told my husband I wasn't drinking he supported me but acted like it was his idea and that i was doing it for him. I'm angry because he told me he could easily stop drinking for the rest of his life without thinking about it. Way to go champ! Prove it....I'm just angry. I hope when I wake up tomorrow (Saturday) I can go for a run & clean out this allergy and clear my head.